I talk about mid-century
while the old dog scratches
at the door. I talk
about fast-forwarding you
to thirty, how you’ll be
fine but often unhappy.
I talk about you standing
on the threshold
of a wide, white-capped sea.
Slate gray water, floods,
and that mystical window
of light-infused sky. I talk
ash and bones and ash again.
Seldom, however, do I talk
candidly about myself,
the pains of not knowing
my life and what will
realistically, irrevocably
unremarkably happen next.