How hastily it disappears, a year
you feel revered but not a girl at all,
a passed around French babydoll with tears,
involuntarily expressed, which fall
upon a ruffle trimmed black tea-length dress
unseen hands unbutton at another’s
request. Don’t understand but acquiesce.
This isn’t your first season. The weather
has changed. Accessories and skeleton
are rearrangeable in positions
some stranger likes the best until the sun
shines on you a little less. And there’s just one
unfastened button back until you gain control
of your anatomy, every buttonhole.
Buttonhole by Kristin Garth
